Saturday, May 14, 2005

hmm. friday the 13th. black friday.
kinda black though.
had my art test. forgot to draw in shadows.
black or not?? hahas.. =p

anyways, exams have officially ended!!!
im soooooooooooo happy. hahas.. cheerios ^^
im gonna go enjoy, play, enjoy, play, enjoy......
endless of fun for me. with myself? l0ls!!
nono. of course with people. but. gonna see again..

well. im soooo in love with yesterday. 12 may 05.
me and him broke up on 08th. but.. well.
met up last evening due to the change in time for interview.
had a small little disagreement in the first place.
but talked over it, find it kinda true. so.. yeahs.
then went ahead for dinner together at 24hrs.
he's just soo cute.. hahas..
the things he say. the things he does.. just sooo sweet.
after dinner, he sent me to bus stop.
but on the way there, we stopped..
he told me many things, hugged me.
and ended up kissing, hugging so tight that we dont wanna let go.
i wont deny i missed him. i have always miss him.
he has always been on my mind...
the time seem to stop for a moment or two.
stayed at that particular place hugging n kissing for very long.
we talked, i cried. he assure me many things.
assure me that he'll always be here for me, just me.
he assure me sooo many things that i didnt wanna let him go..
reached the bus stop, missed a bus, headed to the connector to sit down.
he told me how much he missed me and all. hugs n kisses.
then went to the bus stop at 9.
and he went off. and i went home.
very sweet of him. im very glad that i still have him..

i thank lord for letting me to meet up with him..
i thank lord for letting me fall in love with him..
and i hope the story between me and him never ends..
maybe its the time apart that we need..
but it never once meant that we'd love each other any lesser.
and i just wish for the simplest happiness now..
i dont wan him to ever forget our promise..
i dont wan him to ever forget last night.
and i wan him to promise me that things will stay this way...
because, i've never once stopped loving him <3

as for now, i've decided to let this matter rest.
to give each other time to start everything all over again..
we definitely communicate better as friends..
as very good friends.. so when we've thought all over..
when time is right, i believe he'd come back..
as i believe, in time soon to come,
he'd return and bring me back to him..
i believe in him. i've faith in him..
dont disappoint me okays? ^^

well. enough of love.. hahahs..
anyway, thanks guys for letting me know you guys care!!
im feeling so much better now.. =)
gosh. today plans were ruined.
no more kb0x. cos all dispersed the moment after exams.
laughoutlouds. terrible terrible. hahas..
nevermind. im going ahead with my interview later at mac.
need a job desperately. hahahas.. for money. n to kill time.
and for now, yeahs. make more friends, occupy my weekends.
he'll be working this weekend. wont be seeing him.
and im unavailable on saturday. going tanning.
maybe i'll just meet him up for dinner on sat before he goes to work?
hahas.. i just love having him around.. i miss him ^^
and sunday, perhaps meeting up with the girls.
not quite sure though. shannie still having exams next week.
lynn's rather busy and all..
nevermind. shall see how plans go. things should be fine.

monday's school and all. netball resumes i believe. sigh~
dont know when having the irritating post exam activities.
will be having abseiling. which is ropey, rocky stuffs.
if im not wrong. cos i checked e meaning from dictionary.com =x
and when school reopens, gonna have swimming swimming.
laughoutlouds. needa buy new swimsuit. hahas =p
there's tooo many things i wanna buy. but..
by then i should have money le bahs.. l0ls.

well well. gonna go look for people to go out with.
scrolling through mah terrible phonebook of 300 odd people.
and i've no one to ask out? terrible me. l0ls.
there's someone i wanna ask out. and thats him.
other than him, my beloved dajie, kor n girlies.. no more =)

alrights alrights.. gonna make plans for the holidays.
i have to organise a get-together for my current class n pr6's.
am asked to anyway. but well. for the past years...
i've been organising. so it aint any tougher for me.. ^^
and of course, make time for him..... x)

okays okays. for now, im going off..
i wanna eat!! im darn hungry.. hahas...
so take care guys. will update soon..
and to all broken-hearts..
do pull urselves through.
it doesnt mean you guys cant be frens after breaking up.
things will be fine, believe in urselves.. ^^
take care alrights..

lovedd-

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